Falling asleep has been difficult for the past year. I like being in bed I just can't sleep. And I should note: It's a King-sized bed!
I know I have trouble falling asleep and getting a good night's sleep because my Fitbit reports that every morning. And I check it every morning! Hmmm...that could be part of the problem.
I get up super early. Some mornings on the weekend, I'm up as the parties are winding down. I've hear a few party-goers chuckle as they see my running by. And by super early I mean 3:30 am!
The morning routine is pretty rigid every day including weekends: I make the bed, brew coffee, read before taking Milo out around 4:15 am. We walk for about 20 minutes and he does all his business. I think he likes it because he trots along at a brisk clip. He may be doing that to get back inside quickly. Once back inside he marches back into his crate and curls up.
I head out around 4:45 am for my morning run. My goal is around 45 minutes and most mornings I get through that comfortably. I've give up raw speed and rest days to keep up the consecutive day streak...now over 1,600 days.
After showering and breakfast, I spend a few minutes on the computer before heading out to drop Milo off for the day. The weekends are a little bit different: Saturday I head out for my Big Breakfast cheat meal (Eggs, bacon, toast, hash browns) and on Sunday its Church.
As you may imagine by mid-afternoon I'm pooched! A Coke Zero caffeine hit is necessary to get to the end of the work day.
Once home, the trouble begins. Milo and I like watching TV. Again, I believe he likes it because he curls up on his special fluffy blanked on the sofa beside me. I usually make it 45 minutes before nodding off. Around 8 pm I stumble out with Milo for his last outing before heading back in for the evening.
I read, write and listen to music for about 45 minutes before turning in for the evening. And that's the challenge: I don't fall asleep quickly and then once asleep, I wake frequently throughout the night.
I've tried everything: Over-the-counter sleep aids (don't like them...they leave me groggy in the morning); Melatonin (How many are too many?); Meditation; Hot showers; warm milk (Ugh). Nothing seems to work. I've heard CBD works but I've not tried that yet.
I know, I know...the early evening napping probably has something to do with this. And certainly the stress of the past year still plays heavily on my mind. I've pretty much resigned myself to this being my normal. It's really quiet at 3:30 am and I've read some really good books over the past year.
Falling asleep...may not be a problem at all.
Until next time...